INCURABLE DISEASE

Today too I bite my tongue and behind your back
I shout of a painful love. Even if I wave my two hands and call out
there's not an answer.
Because my love is headed towards you, I could do everything.
If you wanted, I'd give you the stars, no I'd give you the moon.
Acknowledge me, accept me. Grab onto my shaking hands.

Even if I try to get you, I can't.
I'm always behind you. And no matter how I try to show off
You act as if you don't need that and as if you didn't see me.

Don't know why, I want to forget all of you
Want to cry, I don't want to hurt anymore but
I've fallen in love with you, I stand out another day.

Sometimes I want to have you to myself and hold you.
I don't want to have to bear it any longer.
I take just one more step to you and call out to you.
I want to want you, but afraid that your love and
that person that's protecting you now would see me,
today too I cover up my heart and just cry.

Even if I try to bear you, I can't bear it and
I can't bear it anymore, Whenever I open my eyes I'm looking for you.
Even if I try to hide myself, I always tell
myself that I don't have the courage to do that.

Don't know why, I don't even have anything to give you
Want to cry, I don't even have anything that great about me
I've fallen in love with you, And I know that the truth is that it can't ever be but..

Sometimes I want to have you to myself and hold you.
I don't want to have to bear it any longer.
I take just one more step to you and call out to you.
I want to want you, but afraid that your love and
that person that's protecting you now would see me,
today too I cover up my heart and just cry

I don't like myself that only keeps watching
It's getting really weary and I'm worn out
My heart that's headed towards you is higher than the autumn sky
and is numb but this anxious and worrisome love
A bad person like you
I say that I don't want to hide it anymore and
that I don't ever want to bear it anymore but before I know it without me evening knowing..

Please give me one chance
Don't wanna be a fool anymore
I want to walk by your side
I want to hold your hand
I want to shout it and tell you but..

I keep wanting to just hold my breath and watch you from behind your back
I really dislike this appearance of me. I get over another step
For you to just be happy I want to wish you that but
There won't ever be a person better than you, that's my love.
Thinking that by chance you'll come I laugh and laugh and just laugh again.
I just laugh.